enough with the emotions already

I don't really know much of anything anymore. Everything that I think about is two sided and I always agree with both sides. I feel like the Sandra Day O'Connor of my own head. Is that exaggeration? It could be, but in every situation that merits importance, it is true. 

I could be a whiny little bitch and say its because my parents say mean ass shit about each other and I believe both sides. Or... I could be a man and say its because I'm a wishy-washy fucking teenager who doesn't know what he wants. Either way, I don't know what I want.