hope

Meriam-Webster defines "hope" as "a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen." They're pretty fucking wrong on that one. Hope is "the strong desire for something to occur, despite even odds that it will or will not." At least that's what I feel hope is. Hope is even in the face of unequal odds, not in your favor. Does it matter? No.

I have hope that my life will be the way it was. But it won't. When life changes it's never the same again. That's the way it is, unfortunately... I'm  not really in the state of mind to analyze shit, but I can see that much.